meh

I've been working hard on getting ahead in my work. However, this goal is completely unattainable. I cannot seem to get ahead at all. At best, I am barely keeping above water. This semester seems to moving several times faster than the last one.

I went out to the bar tonight for a few drinks with my friend Matterhorn. It was his 24th birthday today. Two other friends showed up to wish him well and Matterhorn's fiance's friend Sarah showed up as well. Very cute, but sadly, I believe she is kinda taken.

It's looking more and more likely that I will be spending the summer abroad. The only thing that could keep me from doing that at this point would be some compelling reason to stay here in city x. Like...I dunno...a girlfriend or some other major reason to stay. I mean, if I have the opportunity to go see Europe, why not go see Europe? I really doubt a girlfriend is going to fall into my lap anytime soon, so I don't think that should enter into the equation. Ugh.

My brother is having some sort of problem with his heart. I don't think it's a big deal, but cross your fingers for him anyways.

I gotta sleep now.

aLs